So since I'm at my grandpa's and he doesn't celebrate and we have no tree and grandma's not here with food and love and my fucking head hurts like hell because I didn't really eat anything today and my boyfriend can't call for awhile and today was my last day at work (by choice) and I'm mad at my cousin for for bullshit he said and there will be no opening of the presents from "Santa" this year and depression has kicked in because of all this shit and I lost my Christmas spirit this year....

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